`actually this blog is official open untill november de.
`but now..
THIS BLOG IS MOVED! AGAIN! XD
Cya guys!
The Nature Within. 1:54 PM
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Ee seung gi - Why are you leaving me?
Are you leaving me? Is this the furthest reach for us, is it?
How could your heart change so quickly? We both believed in it so.
Is your heart crying too? Are you crying cause you're sorry to leave me?
How can you cumble so rapidly? After all it's still love.
Did you not know that love is a kind of honour? that you have to guard at all costs.
why did you destroyed it? why did you finish it all in a moment?
how can i erase you.. how can i forget when we've been together for so long..
If you were to turn like this, forget like this, why did you even say you love me?
Oh, what do you know? what do you know of love? what do you know of my aching heart?
To where can i go now? when all i had was your heart and my love for you..
its all too precious for me, those countless days and nights. of times when we laughed and shed tears.
Dont discard it easily, Please dont throw it away. hold on to them.
The Nature Within. 8:58 PM
Ee seung gi - White Lie
Go, leave me..
I've become tired of you..
please dont bother crying
and just leave me.
when i told you i loved you, it was nothing but all lies. Just leave when i tell you to go.
Im Not the warm and good person you knew.
i m nothing but a worthless and pathetic guy.
you know that i have no right to make you shed tears again.
Dont let yourself cry because of me.
i m truly sorry. that you had to love someone like me.
I know that it's been hard on you that i never did anything for you.
This is who i m, a man who cannot even protect his love, and can only send you off...
Please just curse at me and tear me down instead, because i have done nothing, but give you pain and much suffering.
Next time, let your family meet, someone you can be proud of, a worthy guy.
That is all i hope for.
i m truly sorry. that you had to love someone like me. I know that it's been hard on you that i never did anything for you. This is who i m, a man who cannot even protect his love, and can only send you off.
And so, thank you. for loving someone as worthless as me. cause as i was loving you i finally wanted to live out my life. Yes, i did love you...
and meet a good man and leave me far behind.. so that you can live happily..
The Nature Within. 8:41 PM
{SMILES!}[31oct07 (II)]
"`you will nvr see me again. `thats good for both of us thou. `dont you think so? `but i really wanna return you the money. `and i want to give that thing to you.
`but i realise now.. `its all a dream.. `justa dream.. `a nightmare."
---->To: mr.M
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`so i decided to wake up from it and smile off everything from now. `thats wat i wanna do. `i am feeling so down.
`ppl keep ignoring me nowadays. `i kant take it. `too much. `feeling so crapped up, fed up and everything! `GGGGGRRRRR.....
`listening to bu neng shuo de mi mi and shan hu hai. `both songs just suits us so much. `i almost cried. `i m just too weak.. `i am sorry. `i am justa simple-averaged girl. `i could never do anything...
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`just now go bishan there. `haha. we purposely plan to be late haha. `den we still guai guai go there puncutally! `hahas. We go junction8 there walk walk. `hahas. then kenneth treat me with nuggets! awww~ i was SOOOOOOOO hungry back then.. XD `he say nevermind, since its jus points. wa.. he got 960 points in mac! O.o
`we all sensed that ytd that man was angry and bek cek yesterday. `hahaha. then we all keep complaining all the way from sch to bishan there. `lols! `but it was fun lah. `haha. me kenneth weiyi and Den Poh.. `Den Poh and weiyi did the most work these two days! THANKS! XD `den me and kenneth there slack! ahha. no lah. we weaker.. hahas. `ALLLLLLLLLLLL worked sooooooo hard! X3 `hahaha. the bottles.. so hard to screw lah. `then they screw half way saw a earthworm. `they were very very fascinated about it! `hahahahs.. they go and catch it in the bottle! `then Den poh go shake lo! crazy lah he. `then they keep calling me lao ban niang.. LOLS. `soo old!
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`hais. so sad now. (>.<) "`i jus kant feel you anymore. where are you? `i kant take it anymore. `i m lost. `thats my problem when i fall i love. `i get really selfish. `i kant bear to see you getting hurt. `i got to go. `for the goodness sake of me and you. `i have got to go. `lets not meet okay? =) `miss you." just hope you can see this message. -------->To Mr.M
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The Nature Within. 6:45 PM
{BADBADDAY} [31oct07]
`after ytd, i plan to be M.I.A!!! `MUAHAHAHAA~
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`almost cried `feel so damn crap this morning. `still say wat girl wat love de. `forget it.
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`my plan is just to ignore! >:D
`i m really bad yea? ` can go die le. `haha. `listen to shan hu hai wanna cry. ='( `conspiracy even worst. X'O `i want to forget everything an restart again. `muahahah. `i am the meanie. `i know its not funny thou. `but everything is over. `NO. NOTHING HAS STARTED. ` I HAVE HAD ENUFF. `FED UP WITH EVERYTHING! >=(
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`later going bishan again. `haha. lesser ppl. `i am hungry!!! no money eat! ='(
